Ironic it may seem but failing is what I have been praying for nowadays. Don't get me wrong but I have waited for that opportunity for almost twelve years now. And now that it is almost within reach, I have decided, with eyes closed, that I will be backing out.. if ever..
I would rather choose to fail than passing that final stage of selection process. In that way, I won't feel bad for just letting it pass right before my very eyes... and missing out that long-awaited chance of being included in the pool of auditors who will be auditing international organizations such as World Health Organization (WHO) and Food and Agriculture Organization.(FAO).
I hope they will understand.. The reason behind is too personal... and more important enough for me to turn my back away from that dream, a dream which my father and I once shared.. not so long time ago..
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